My Lord's Gift

My Lord’s gift

There is this little sadness inside of me when I woke up today morning

I guessed it is because I miss my best friends may be

I am happy till they are happy even when they are not near me

But when I find them in trouble unhappy I feel like crying

I rest and I smile even when I see them moving away from my life

To be with someone else moving along with time, but I still smile

Coz I see the glow on their face, but when that glow fades

I wish I could be their to bring it back to their faces, but I am so helpless

Coz the people and the things that can bring that back is not in my hands,

But still I would like an attempt and I do it when I can

It’s hard to let go off them and I held them so closely that it started hurting more n more

So gradually I learnt to let go off them and I learnt to find happiness in their happiness

Time might have took them away from me, but I look back at the time we weaved

Together which will stand still frozen in time; I smile cherishing those memories.

When I miss them I long for those days to come back, but sadly time doesn’t go back,

It only run forwards and some where in that time fold all I have is a hope that I will be

Able to catch a glimpse of these lost time with them for a few minutes once in a while

And I pray to God to get me those times back some times as a small gift

Don’t want to let go off the gr8 times and the gr8 people I had come across in life

But as the saying goes, the bad thing about good thing is that they too has to

Come to an end whether we like it or not.

I will pray that all the people I hold close to my heart come under one roof with me

And I would want time to stop and I will be with my loved ones forever

Some day here on earth or if not for sure in the heaven above I have strong faith

That it will be so. I with my loved ones and them with me…


Then no time and distance will bring tears to my eyes and the pain in my chest

Bottled up will break and flow out and all the emptiness within me will get filled up and I

Will be overwhelmed with Joy that my dear Lord brought true happiness for me

He will return the gift of time and the people whom he had given me and

I trust my lord at all times !!!

Remember the Time

Remember the time

I remember a time when I used to spend hours long talking about my passions to someone I loved so dearly as my soul mate.

I remember a time when I used to read out poetry from d note book of my dear friend, enjoying each moment of it.
I remember sharing with someone the things I enjoy the most
I also remember the times when I had people who wiped my tears;
Who lend their ears to listen to me…
But time goes and by and it never returns
All the good times we had finally we have to rely on them to keep us happy!!!

Keeps my heart & Soul soothing…at all times!!!


Playing the keyboard immersing myself in it fully and getting lost in the music dissolved,
Cooking with my favorite music playing in the background, enjoying the enticing smells and flavor that take me to another world:
Losing myself in the creativity of my lord & beauty of the world around me of flowers, rain, clouds and green meadows, snow clad mountains and trees, sunsets, stars, deep blue sea and beach sand
Dancing around in the living room with my heart floating in the music and my legs aimlessly everywhere,
To do something simple for a poor kid and to see him smile
Help out a complete stranger when they need a helping hand without them asking for it and to see their smile across the face
Going that extra mile for a dear friend
When I can be completely focused and committed and lost in the work that I’m doing;
To give small yet memorable surprises to my dear friends,
Laughing out loud teasing Danny
And a whole day spend with my dear soulmate and friendand to hold her tight and go to sleep;
Night long conversations pulling each others leg with my friends

To be able to see my brother and sister happy & in love for a 1000 yrs,
To be able to return at least a sand grain of the love my mom has for me
And to fully lose myself in worshiping my father in heaven through my savior and lord Jesus Christ
Are the things I live for coz it
Keeps my heart & soul soothing at all times……!!!

Ashes of History2

Alone at Life's Crossroads

Once again I'm where I started out from

all by myself fighting my fears and the struggles of my journey

Longed for helping hands that would catch me when I falls

Some held my hand for a while, some sure did wipe my tears

but every one left at some point in time.

Wanted to freeze the time frames, but life kept going

Leaving me stunned at the pace it was flashing before my eyes.

All I ever wanted was someone to watch over me

A touch or a smile telling me.."you have nothing to worry about, I'll take care of it.."

but the more I wanted people to stay by my side

the sooner one by one people started vanishing.

People want me to forget all that goes wrong in my life and accept life as it is

.Its never easy to accept a lonely life and move on laughing out loud.

Life's hardships make u tough for sure

but you can never get used to.

Yet again in life's different crossroads i stand alone...

Ashes of History!!!

Leaves me breathless...

His very thought makes me smile

Being with him makes me forget all my worries
Why does every moment i spent with him lingers with me?

I feel disturbed wen i dont get to speak to him one day

I lose track of time when i am with himNever met him,

but i see him eveyday with my inner eyes...

I wake up with his smiling face on my mind...

He makes me feel like a better person

Taught me to live life with smile on my face regardless of the ups n downs in life.

Makes me feel like a new person.

I'm most happy when i am around him.

I need not think twice to tell him anything,

Coz i trust him completly and i feel complete with him.

But tears trickle down my face when i remember hw he doesnt feel the same

Feels heavy in my chest and i cant bring a smile to my face

When i get lonely in here i wish he was near and i could just sit with him

Just beside him without talkin a word,& i know his very presence could just light up my face.

My mood grows dark when i think that I can never be his

Its even more sad that I dont even get a chance to meet him, atleast once.

But if i hold the thought of being with him

I feel like taking up every challenge in my life with a smile

And life seems like a celebration with him.

His loving acts and his caring thoughts just leaves me breathless.

Life's Best Time!

Drenching in the rain with friends,

Laughing on jokes hour long,

The shoppings, the ice creams, the movies

and the mid-night Birthday bashes we had;

the celebrations that made us work late into the hours of night;

the conversations that extended into the wee hours of morning

Were all good times & the Golden times of my life!

Vacationing in the high ranges with my family

Dancing with my mom

Going on a ride with my dad

Watching my favorite movie on TV with my sis

The new recipes we try on a Sunday afternoon

The loud music we play on holiday in our stereo

Are precious and price-less to me!

The cool breeze blowing on my face

The sweet smell of roses

The sight of fully bloomed flowers of Spring time

The water falls, the rain clouds and the dancing peacock that never stop amazing me

The Sun-rise and sun-sets, the dee blue ocean the skya nd the space beyond

that takes my breathaway are timeless.

All leave a footprint in my memory that became the best time of my life!